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My Mind Wanders
The torment of my mind....
I got their blood up on my hands
Prayin' to the lord, can I get a second chance
I know I turned my back on you
You took my Boo and my unborn baby too, what could I do
Goin' crazy, people's in my business
It hurts so much to ask god for forgiveness
He took four friends, my Boo and baby make six
Some say that life is a song but who's runnin' the mix
Is my boy smilin' down on me, I don't know
But when my time comes god, we gonna go toe to toe
My life's out of control and the days are goin' slow boy
My girl left me now she's down with some homeboy
Now, what kind of shit is that
Should I handle my business, rampage wit' a gat
Nah, I think I'm gonna chill
'Cuz she ain't down wit' me then I'm not down wit' her,-and that's on the real
And if partna got somethin' to say about it
Then come n' talk to me, but you better not shout it (hmm)
'Cuz I got too much shit to deal wit'
So if ya gonna peel my cap then partna better come n' peel it
But you better be sure you get me
'Cuz if I get the chance you know I'm gonna take you wit' me
But if it's cool, then I'm gonna maintain
I tell ya livin' up in this game is startin' to drive me insane
Somebody help me please, I can't stand it
I'm filled with misery, I can't stand it
My mind is wandering, I can't stand it
Dead friends won't let me be, I can't stand it
Well it just seems like nothin' fits
Why am I poor when I wanna be rich
When all my friends don't even seem like friends
I just wanna start all over again
My family doesn't want me
My memories hurt and haunt me
So many chances that I just let go
The reasons why my homeys died, I guess I'll never know
At times I feel everyone is better than me
And I'm not the person that people want to see
'Cuz my life is torn by all my problems
They eat at my soul, eat me whole 'cuz I can't solve 'em
All that I ever wanted was a perfect soul
But there's too many things that I can't control
So many thoughts goin' through my mind
What in the hell have I left behind
All I ever wanted homey, now it's gone
Harder everyday to keep goin' on
Harder everyday, I just can't handle this
Got to deal with fools, and bitches are so skandaless
Try to wash my hands but they're never clean
Sometimes I wish that it was all a dream
When I want you to stay you go away
I can't keep goin' on this way
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